What happened...

And just like that its all over...

All the shopping, cooking, baking, cleaning, wrapping, decorating...and its over in a day.

Almost like nothing happened.

I did get to enjoy spending time with my kids, having them both home was so nice..but also too short.

We went to visit Mom on Christmas Eve.  She complained about things for the majority of the time rather than actually spending time with us.  She asked my Navy son about what he has been up to but while he was answering she was paying more attention to her food than his answers. 

That part bothered me most of all.  He doesn't know what a negative nelly she is or how depressing she can be, he doesn't see her much.  He was excited to see her.  She clearly didn't feel the same.  She was more excited about the gifts we brought her rather than our company...like a 5 year old. 

Once again, it is what it is...

We visited some wineries with the Navy son while he was home...he loved it.  We bought ALOT of wine...and drank most if it.  Needless to say there are conversations that I am learning about that were had on Christmas Eve that I don't remember.

That's happened a few times over the past few months.  I'm not going to lie...that scares me.  I need to reign that back in. 

The past two months I feel have been super stressful.  I'm not handling it well at all.  I need to get back to the gym.  As simple as that sounds that will completely help me.  I'm better when I'm busy...but busy in a positive healthy way.  Make sense?

So this post seems like a whole lot of complaining and nothing.  If you have read any of this and made it this far...thanks I guess.

Goals for 2019...better blog content and more gym time!